[Quick Transmigration] Where is the Morality Chapter 23 (Part 2)
Qiangtou Spring Chapter 23 (Part 2) Original translation is from tenderflower's blog.
Xie Rong’s face was as white as a sheet of paper at this time, and his hands trembled slightly. His forehead was full of cold sweat. Xie Fangcheng’s words and sentences overturned all his cognition. Everything he did was wrong. As long as he thought of what he had done and said to Xia Ruyan, his heart seemed to have fallen into an ice cave and his whole body was cold to the bone.
“...Nothing.” After a while, Xie Rong barely squeezed out a word. He stood up and his body shook. Xie Fangcheng thought of going to help him, but he raised his hand to stop him.
“Father, the son is a little uncomfortable, so I’m going back to the room first.” Xie Rong left this sentence and left the study. Looking at his staggering back, Xie Fangcheng actually saw a sense of panic.
“Is this kid blaming himself?” Xie Fangcheng shook his head and pulled a book from the bookshelf.
Xie Rong returned to his room and his back was wet. He had already woken up from the wine. The impact of his father’s words was huge. Now he realized how stupid and self-righteous he was at the beginning. He misunderstood that she deceived his father, betrayed him, and forcibly took her. Then he became jealous because she slept with his father and forced her again! Regret and fear kept rising in his heart. He thought of what Xia Ruyan said to him that day, I hate you. He thought of how she was crying under him. He thought of what she said, “Do you want me to die to make you happy?”. He thought of so many things, and they all merged into self-blame that had nowhere to be put. He had never hated himself so much and had never been so scared. He wanted to see her and didn’t want to delay for a moment!
As soon as Xia Ruyan walked out of the cleanse room after bathing, she was startled by the dark shadow on the bed.
“You dead thing! Who are you running here to scare in the middle of the night?” Xia Ruyan stroked her chest and rolled her eyes, “Let me tell you, your father is in the study, don’t fool around.”
Xia Ruyan then sat by the bed and wiped her hair. After a long time, she saw Xie Rong didn’t say a word and said in a good temper: “What are you doing? Come here and say nothing.”
Xie Rong’s face was hidden in the dark, making it difficult to see clearly, and his fist trembled as he tried to calm his emotions. His voice trembled as he said: “...Why didn’t you tell me?”
“What?” Xia Ruyan looked at him suspiciously.
“...” Xie Rong took a deep breath, “Father told me just now that you told him the truth before you married, so you didn’t lie to him.”
Xia Ruyan was stunned and then reacted to the meaning of his words. She did not expect Xie Fangcheng to tell Xie Rong himself. But fortunately, her side mission had been completed and the rewards had been obtained. There was no need to worry about it. She shrugged and said: “Well, yes, so what?”
Xie Rong quickly grasped her hand, his eyes were full of guilt and self-blame: “Why didn’t you tell me? Let me do that...” to you...
Xia Ruyan sneered at the corner of her mouth: “Did you give me a chance to say anything? Didn’t you think I lied to your father as soon as you returned? In your heart, am I not a sl*t who sleeps with his son and then with his father?”
The last sentence was like a knife inserted into Xie Rong’s heart fiercely. He covered his chest and anxiously said: “No! I never said that!”
“He he, you didn’t say it clearly, but that doesn’t mean your words.” Xia Ruyan broke his fingers one by one, drew out her hand, and rubbed it. There were several red marks on her small, white, and tender hand. She was unhappy in her heart and her words became sharper, “For you, I’m just a woman who doesn’t abide by women’s morality. I’m not worthy of your father and I’m not worthy of being the mistress of the duke’s residence. I should have twisted my hair to be a nun at that time, and should not shamelessly rely on your father. So you have repeatedly humiliated me and forced me to have s*xual int**course with you because in your heart, I’m a thing that doesn’t deserve respect...”
“No!” The more Xie Rong heard, the more he collapsed, and interrupted Xia Ruyan excitedly, “I don’t really think like that! I just...”
“Just want to embarrass me, just want to make me feel ashamed.” Xia Ruyan smiled and reached out to touch his lips, “Don’t make this look of regret in front of me. I’m disgusted.”
Every word the girl uttered from her mouth was like a sharp sword piercing Xie Rong’s heart. He wanted to defend himself, but he felt powerless. She didn’t say anything wrong. At that time, he vented his negative emotions on her, and the harm caused to her was self-evident. What qualifications did such a self have to ask her for forgiveness?
Xia Ruyan looked at Xie Rong’s collapsed face, she couldn’t tell how happy she was and said triumphantly to the system: “The stifle breath after holding back for so long is finally out. So refreshed!”
The system was also quite happy for Xia Ruyan: “Newcomer, congratulations. You finally pulled back a city.”
Xia Ruyan was talking with the system and heard the door creak open. Xie Fangcheng stood at the door with an angry face, looking at the two of them in the room.
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Xia Ruyan: Turn over the serf to sing!
Ohhhhhhhh Crap. At first I was like yes girl! You tell him! Then the dad heard it and now i'm like oh no.
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